it's october again
leaves are coming down
one more year's come and gone
and nothing's changed at all
wasn't i suppose to be someone
who can face the things that i've been running from

let me feel
i don't care if break down
let me fall
even if i hit the ground
and if i
cry a little
die a little
at least i know i lived, just a little...

i've become much too good at being invincible
i'm an expert at keep it safe and keep it cool
but i swear, this isn't who i'm meant to be
i refused to let my life roll all over me
- bathany joy lenz
it's the first day of october again...three more months to go and we'll celebrate the new year.

how was your first 9 months of 2008?

i'm not the type of person makes "my list of new year's resolution" and religiously follow them all but i think of things that i wanna do for the coming year. i believe it is innate for us to desire for improvements... to better ourselves... to find our purpose and somehow fulfill them. for this year, i believe i did achieved some of them; i finished my undergraduate degree (hopefully i can enroll for graduate school this coming semester), i'm starting again to take part in church activities and hopefully find my ministry. but still it's not enough.

i know i'm destined to continually think big, do more and be better. i'm fully aware that God gave me knowledge and wisdom because He's simply generous, because He wants to use me and because He needs His army in advancing His kingdom. same goes for everyone else, God gave us talents to be used, we all have potentials waiting to be unleashed however if we let the demons within (insecurities, pride, self-pity...etc) beat us then the world will just continue to turn while we rot with all out potentials locked within us. sayang di ba?!

life is too short to waste...there is so much we can learn and do with it. if being scared is the reason why we don't move forward then it's not worth it. why be afraid of rejection? of failure?... these are just small things compared to what good things we can experience in this life. and besides, if God is with us...we are rest assured that we are taken care of...right?

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